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The Ravine

I am currently creating a comic that reflects my experiences of spiritual awakening. Based on true events but exaggerated in a fantasy format. I will make an explanation how it pertains to my experiences and overcoming it. This also contains an allegory that readers may come to a conclusion.
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🌸Summary🌸: In the Country called the Ravine, lies the Hartzford Kingdom that is occupied by a royal family of Fruit-pires with the ability to turn into Were-Bats. The prince Rio was framed by his ex-fiance and his Brother that he burnt down the village nearby and slaughtered lives with his were-bat form causing him to be on the Bounty Hunter list. As he escapes, he falls from the sky and meets a Tuxedo Cat figure that shelters him without any motive. How will their adventure unfold knowing Rio is the most wanted in all of Ravine?

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My Spirtual Journey

Please read till the end.
{Atheist -> Paganism -> Agnostic -> Law of Attraction -> Law of Assumption -> Identity/I AM ->Following Jesus/Yeshua -> I am Spiritual but not Religious}
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🌸Since I was a kid, I was an Atheist in the beginning as my family were Buddhist. Never really understood about the idolization of Siddhartha Buddha and worshiping in a temple with monks around. No one really told me about why and I just had 0 interest or knowledge except for High School that had us read “Siddhartha”. Reaching “Nirvana” was being detached to everything and I just sat there laughing like, no thanks I like my hair, my things, and being attached to all I had.
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🌸I took Anthropology in College and started learning about Paganism. I participated in Witchcraft/spell casting but felt too poor to afford candles and herbs to “make” spells. It was enlightening to create your own rituals for topics of your life, but I didn’t want to spend money. That’s when I learned about Law of Attraction back in 2012 when “The Secret” came out and applied their technique. I lost weight, felt better, and felt grateful with my life without spending anything but just by thoughts alone. This made me believe in the Universe/Source that is creating these amazing circumstances for me the more I did techniques. I was a powerful visualizer so I’ve seen “miracles” or “Blessings” which turned me Agnostic. I cannot deny this “Entity” but I also didn’t accept it for a long time.
However, life circumstances happened and I fell back into depression. This was being rejected by a school I wanted to go, my father being incredibly disappointed in me, having self-esteem/ body image issues dipping and people reflecting rejection towards me.
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🌸I was in and out learning law of attraction until 2021 that I started learning about Neville Goddard’s Law of Assumption. However, I didn’t like the Biblical interpretations of it (because I was anti-religious/anti -Christian) and avoided the actual lectures of his word and delved into New Age approaches to it. Too many coaches on YouTube had different approaches to his teachings and having opinions about it. I struggled with this, but the techniques like visualizations/scripting/self-concepts gave me temporary relief. However, life circumstances posed a challenge and was spiritually awakened the first time. My obsession with persisting in things/robotic affirmations/ and checking the 3D world was driving me to madness. I drove a lot of people away with my insecurities because I felt betrayed from a traumatic event that formed an identity of pain, loss, and overall darkness being my personality.
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🌸Around 2023 I learned about Consciousness, Oneness, Being. I learned about meditating, stillness, and learned about how toxic/addictive my thoughts were (AKA the Monkey Mind). I learned about Zen Philosophy and tried being mindfulness. 2023-2024, I still had issues with life and fell back to my habits when I stopped meditating, and was addicted to social media, allowing ego to drive my life with paranoia and anxiety. I was starving for connection and love that a black hole inside me kept growing and kept being hungry for things outside of me. I had an eating addiction where I binged on junk food, worsening my health. This was around the time I was living with roommates that worshiped Satan/basically anti-Christians (no they did not sacrifice animals, they just want to live life freely and didn’t care about being righteous). Therefore, with mockery I told myself I was identifying with Lucifer and a child of Lilith. I was very anti-Christian because of the group representing values that was against the LGBTQIA+ community and telling us we are going to Hell for being our authentic selves. By identifying with Lucifer, I was experiencing a lot of entitlement, betrayal, and anger which life was bringing me more to see.
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🌸Late 2024 – Late 2025
I awakened spiritually the second time as I learned I have hurt the very people I cared about deeply. I was going through many deaths/separations of friendships/tensions within my family that caused me further my struggles with eating addictions and paranoia. I was paranoid that the world hated me. It wasn’t until my anger exploded and for that moment felt that this was not the life I wish to continue and be. That’s when I learned about the “I AM” and it’s relation to Consciousness and Oneness. I studied this deeply with You-tuber The Power of I AM. I also learned deeper with Neville Goddard’s teachings and how he referenced the Bible and everything made sense to me. I started to learn more about Jesus by watching Chosen, and studying the scriptures of the Bible. It made sense how Neville Goddard taught Law of Assumption in a metaphysical way. I was at rock bottom and wanted to change who I am. I was identifying as someone of pain and anguish for a very long time due to horrific trauma and childhood wounds. I made the decision to quit drinking and doing drugs since November 2025.
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🌸2026
Jan, I water fasted for 29 days and felt closer to God. There was something that helped me understand that I was more than the mind and body. I felt God’s presence and most importantly, I felt the energy of love. I healed and dropped 20-25 pounds from this experience. I realized God was always there since the beginning of time.
I started to look deeply into the Bible, but something didn’t sit right with me. I don’t believe God to be the punisher, or to judge us to eternal Hell when we do something wrong. I didn’t resonate with religion at all, as much as I admired Christians loving God and had beautiful faith, I knew Jesus to be much more than the Bible. The tension between Christians/Religions being against the LGBTQIA+ community drove me to be more spiritual than religious. I felt deeply there’s more to the truth than meets the eye. Which I stumbled upon the Gospel of Thomas and learning about it. I then stumbled to a YouTube channel called Aaron Abke, that resonated with me with what I've learned. The Kingdom of Heaven was always within you, you have the keys. I learned about spiritual balance, Oneness, Consciousness that ties with God and Jesus. There’s one thing that Religion all have in common and that is there is a God that loves us.
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God’s true energy towards humanity is love. I follow Jesus and his teachings that embodies love. Love is the most powerful energy that defeats fear, shame, guilt etc. Love comes with mercy, comes with grace, and most of all comes with forgiveness. I did not love myself for a very long time. When I started to feel God’s love no matter what, it filled the black hole in my heart. I opened and surrendered to God, and I felt God’s love. It’s a relationship you feel personally. Everyone will get to feel this one day, and when you do, you’ll know. It’s important to develop a relationship with God than follow a religion and seeking things out of you. The power has always been inside of you, the power to change starts with you. I now identify with the Price of Peace, and I felt lighter, feel more loving thoughts towards myself and others. I am not perfect and only human to feel emotions but remembering who I am and give myself grace. There’s more to the story than meets the eye and remember to choose faith over fear, as these two energies have you trust in the unseen.
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🌸What I learned:
Identity = Mirror world manifesting; Self-concept, healthily choose the identity that embodies love, bliss, peace and joy and reality materializes it.
Infinite Realities = Choose the new story, the new identity that has your desires fulfilled. Having the love, the abundance, the security, and loving circumstances God is unfolding for you when you already have your desires.
With a new identity comes with "Spiritual Warfare". Fighting the Ego (or you call them negative entities/ the Accuser) to persist in the new identity and trust in God with love, faith, and grace. You are forgiven, let the old story/past/conditioning go and you will see Heaven before you.
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John 14:2 "In my Father's house are many mansions".
There are many states of Consciousness, so choose the one that favors who you want to be. Be grateful, be humble. God and I are One, but God is greater than I.
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Matthew 13:12 “Whoever has will be given more, and they will have an abundance. Whoever does not have, even what they have will be taken from them.”
Identity is important to sustain the very things you have.
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🌸Spirit World
I believe in the concept of a Spirit World that we cannot see or experience real time. I have experiences with Sleep Paralysis since I was 11, and MANY stories about it. I have seen entities (even having conversations with them), spirits, demonic presence that appeared throughout my whole life that many others have experienced collectively. {I'll make a series of my experiences sometime on Youtube} I was diagnosed late 2025 with Sleep Apnea that caused this issue for a very long time and with the CPAP machine, I no longer experience sleep paralysis. Believing in the spirit world, I do not believe there's a "Satan" but more of the anti-God. The absence of God is anti-God as the absence of light is darkness. I believe in the Law of One and that we are not separate from anything. Everything is a reflection from your Inner World. Spirit World also explains a lot of people's different experience with NDE's as well. Something I want to explore deeply about what happens when you become a spirit yourself. I believe in Reincarnation/simulation theory as well. I am always constantly seeking knowledge and theories of the afterlife, but keeping my mind open! Reincarnation: I like to think that we are more than the flesh suit experiencing a simulation. Like we all love to play games (think of Dark Souls) and challenges, we create a new avatar with different experiences. I also have felt since I was a child that I was many things from being an animal, to many genders, to having many skills in variety of things. We are limitless beings experiencing human life. Simulation: A movie called Bliss with Owen Wilson, gave me an idea that there is a peaceful Utopian place where they created a simulation of the human experience to appreciate the hardship, the suffering, and the ugly to appreciate the beauty, the bliss and peace of one's life. One cannot exist without the other. One has to experience to FEEL the gratitude. As they say, you never know what's gone until you lose it.
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🌸My mission:
I want to spread my divine message, and provide healing/wisdom to those who need it or ready to listen. I struggled for 33 years of my life and have been there with trauma/abuse/all sorts of experiences that pushed me to think about ending my life several times. My mission is to provide the light people need. Love and light should not be forceful, but I understand people being upset or not ready for these things because I wasn’t. I was drowning in the darkness, was worshiping Satan as a mockery, escaped in alcohol and drugs, created narratives where people were constantly betraying me, and felt unsafe because of abuse and thoughts of suicide to identifying with Jesus/Yeshua, feeling God’s love, and understanding the meaning of Life.
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I’ve been there and struggled for so long why life was hurting. I’ve been studying about this for so long and I’m so happy and grateful that I found God and Jesus/Yeshua. All I can do for you at this moment is pray and assume you too are protected, healed, and loved. Doesn’t have to be with God, Jesus/Yeshua, but you aligning with Spirit, trusting in yourself and loving yourself is enough. I want to spread peace and love because I never want anyone to suffer as much as I have.
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May God bless you, may peace follow you, and I love you.
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I believe everyone will find this path eventually, and once you do may peace be with you always.

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